- Jan 31 Thu 2008 20:45
離
- Jan 30 Wed 2008 13:26
晚餐
晚上有飯局。
Disgusting.
If you're replaced by another person who has the same degree,
who cares? Who can find the difference?
No one, you think.
The only value is the diploma, not you.
Just acting like a clown, as those you always do.
Can you say you're just tired of those relationships?
You're not allowed to rest, nor having your own hobbies.
The only thing you need to do is like those fucking robots,
Not allowed to have emotions nor thinks.
Screaming, crying, what else can you do?
Disgusting.
If you're replaced by another person who has the same degree,
who cares? Who can find the difference?
No one, you think.
The only value is the diploma, not you.
Just acting like a clown, as those you always do.
Can you say you're just tired of those relationships?
You're not allowed to rest, nor having your own hobbies.
The only thing you need to do is like those fucking robots,
Not allowed to have emotions nor thinks.
Screaming, crying, what else can you do?
- Jan 30 Wed 2008 12:42
佳音
看見的只有恐怖和污穢的世界。
全身彷彿刺骨的冰寒。
壓力沉重,就像是要失去性命一般。
自己的人格被否定,自己的存在被無視,生存的真實感都不存在,
此身此命是否會就這樣從世上被抹去,每天都存在這樣的恐慌感,
一天又一天,一天又一天的,只是茍延殘喘的活著...
- Jan 30 Wed 2008 11:04
默